Hi Everybody,
Today’s challenge is not just about today but about the past few weeks. Even as I get more clarity on my purpose, I find that my passions about it don’t seem to match up to it. I know that my purpose is to help people Self-realize, but only sometimes do I feel passionate about it.
So then I start on the my old mental crap about that there must be something wrong with me because my heart does not always feel this purpose with passion or deep passion.
But like I said, it’s old brainwave crap.
All pain expressed comes from pain felt. My current pain is financial concerns. A minor issue in the scheme of God’s Love, but still stressful to my sense of reality. So I’m human. When I get wrapped up in my worry, my passions diminish. When I’m in a resourced place and I can let go of my worry, my passions increase. Does anybody else notice this?
But I know that with God’s Love, I can get through anything. I just need to get out of my own way. My human side wants to hold on to the familiar and my awareness or spiritual side wants to let God’s Love in. It’s getting easier to do so, but it is not yet easy. It takes work to settle into presence well enough to get tuned into what’s going on inside me and then let the “hard” places soften to let in His Love.
But it is so worthwhile that I can’t recommend the effort enough. The depth of softness and power that comes from opening up to God’s Love and letting Him in is something that I’ve only begun to know and already cherish deeply. I look forward to learning this greater awareness and skill efficiently that I may then share it with you.
Blessings,
Irene
Tags: God's Love, new awareness, resources
I can really identify with this! Thank you!