Letting go is a conscious decision allowed by the awareness of trust.

Letting it flow is still a matter of trust. Once we let it go, then it’s time to observe and enjoy the show of whatever we are aware of or experiencing, because it is then that the process of His creating is allowed to be.

I continue to work to allow God’s Love flow through me that I may a part of His creative Hand. Like I said, it’s easier said than done. But like anything else, it’s a matter of practice. It’s the practicing that opens the doors to the miracles. And every miracle always makes it worthwhile.

Blessings,
Irene

I got back last week from Matrix Energetics level 1 and 2. It was an incredible and fun weekend. I’m still trying to grasp and learn all there there is. Just as important as the learning something “new” is also the unlearning outdated beliefs and paradigms. Anyone can do it and I so recommend it. Check out matrixenergetics.com or Dr. Richard Bartlett for more info. It is basically having the awareness of quantum physics in the healing process and in our everyday lives.

I know that while it can be done with someone present or not, i.e. over the phone, I wonder if it can be done over the computer. So I will say a prayer and spend a few minutes letting come into my awareness what comes, and then I will let it go. And if you like, you can let me know if you notice anything.
I will write out the experience both so you may follow along with this particular experience, and to help integrate the process into my right and left brain.

Here we go…

Prayer

The question, “What is my intent?” comes through.

Answer: “To help people feel grounded and relaxed upon reading this.”

“Proceed.”

There was a sense of a swirling motion between myself and the computer. It was a good feeling swirling. It felt watery and happy. Then there was a sense of great busyness right in front of the monitor and a sense of poison in my mouth. I spit it out and I then felt a lightness and a sense of field of light eminating from my center. I then let it go into the infinite possibilities of God’s Love and Hand.

I’m curious how this experiment works out for us. Feel free to let me know if you notice anything.

Because we are energy/spirit, change is instantaneous when working with the morphic fields. Sometimes we are not aware of anything at all, and that’s ok. It commonly just means that the forces are in motion to help with what we need, and that sometime in the near future things will begin to happen in our favor/as we need them to.

During the third day of class, we were working with what are called the frequencies. I went into a frequency that moved me to move into yoga positions. Being with the energy fields, I went into a standing back bend for the first time in my life and then followed further into an advanced backbend called the diamond. I have never been able to do that before. There was no pain or discomfort. It felt great. I was a little sore the next day is all. I saw others who do not do yoga also go into yoga positions. This was just one of the many types of experiences that can happen just by allowing ourselves to be one with the Spirit that holds us, guides us, and loves us. God’s Love is infinite, and this awareness has been a great way to help me become even closer with Him. Maybe it can for you to if you decide you want to try it. Plus, it’s a lot of fun. In fact, the more we allow ourselves to be silly and like children, the easier it is to do this. Maybe this is what Jesus meant when He said to be like the children.

Thanks.

Blessings,

Irene

While mentally I knew that I would get through it and would feel strong and clear again, I had difficulty connecting my mental awareness with my body awareness. Eventually I would have settled enough to take care of myself, but in the meantime, I wouldn’t have been as productive or present for everyone around me. I needed help. That was my resource. I called a peer who practices Matrix Energetics and he had an opening. (I expected that he would since I needed help. God knew I was going to need help so he made sure the time slot was open for me.) The Matrix Energetics did the trick. It was beautiful. I feel that I’ve gotten to a deeper layer of some similar issues I’ve been trying to work through, and now have a sense of feeling stronger at those deeper layers. I don’t quite feel strong at those layers yet, but I do feel like I can handle the kind of issues that I’ve been trying to work through.

As I continue to process the changes happening within me, I continue to have the mental awareness that I will work through my “stuff” and that I will become stronger and wiser.  This is the same for you too when you want to heal and grow. When we ask for help, it comes our way one way or another. That which we focus on is what attracts the forces that work in our lives. Hmmm, I just realized something. I sense that I need to ask myself the question;”Why do I tend to focus on what I don’t want instead of what I do want?”

In my case I have some diffiiculty working or thinking in positive terms when it comes to myself, even though I’m a very positive person. Wow, I must be screwed up to be experiencing this one . In other words, I’ll tend to think, ” I don’t want to be afraid” framing my thoughts in the negative instead of ” I want to be courageous” which in framing my thoughts in the positive. Framing in the positive attracts the positive forces to heal in the direction of courage. Otherwise, my subconscious is still holding to the negative forces of fear.

Looks like I’ve got a new step to climb. This will be an interesting experience to work on.  Whew. And here I thought life was about to get boring….NOT.

How about you? Do you need to ask yourself a question? Do you want to? This is something you tune into your inner wisdom, the touch of the Holy Spirit within you. Easiest way that I know of is to say a prayer for God’s guidance and help, and then just let yourself be open to what comes. Make sure you are relaxed. Watch your breath go in and out of your body until you feel yourself settle and you start to have a wider sense of awareness, such as that you have more of a sense of the space that fills the whole room. Then follow your breath into your body and remain there and listen. This whole process may take anywhere from a few minutes to 20 minutes or so, depending on your experience with meditation or body awareness exercises.

Tune your intent to the Holy Spirit and open your mind like you do when you’re are listening to someone say something interesting. Just hang out there and wait. Hold your intent on what question you need to ask yourself, hold yourself open, listen, and wait. Something will come. You will know it’s it and that it’s right when the awareness of it gives you a sense of peace or an enlightened epiphany that you can use wisely.

I’ll keep doing my part to grow and heal from this past Friday’s experience so that I may be there for others. Hopefully, this past Friday’s (Nov. 7th) challenge will also help you.

Blessings,

Irene