Hand of Love, Hand of God
I, Love, feel your pain
and understand your fear.
I’m here as your cane
and will always be near
and here.
I see you dangling
high from cliff of Homeland.
You think rocks you cling,
but holding you is Hand.
Love’s Hand.
I am a stranger to you.
Sometimes you want to know me
and other times you withdrew.
Peace. I hear your quiet plea,
and will set you free.
For the strength of love
is freedom. And as your
hand reaches for love,
the old you that you wore,
is no more.
But this cliff you think
is your home familiar.
You feel on the brink
yet you know not better.
Life’s blur.
Your grip has tired and you scream.
“Something better, please!” you cry.
Your hand awares to my dream.
Your grip strengthens and your eye
rests to my lullaby.
Feeling better you
succumb and engage
to this new stage too.
Until again you rage
for change.
The pain of hanging
is still separating,
but now there’s less divergence,
and more emergence
of love’s sense.
Step by step, rock over rock,
and hand greeting hand, will raise
you above stumbling block.
Each time learning more of love’s praise,
until all love rays.
I understand it takes time
for you to be ready.
I will wait and aide your climb
whenever you are ready.
You’ll know love steady.
I know you’re worthy.
Behind your pain is truth
of love’s potential.
Beauty you are, made aware from trial,
and Love.
I know well enough
to see that past your rough
character is love
wanting to be free.
The love that you be
is the you whom I see.
So I will sit, wait and listen
as your tears and struggles pray,
and I will never, now or then,
tire my grip or lead astray.
Love is here to stay.
And I may duck, dodge or sway
as your angers and pains fray,
but I will never, today
or ever, let go of your hand.
Welcome to Homeland.
Welcome to Love.
Irene Arndt
Blessings,
Irene
Tags: God is always with you, God's Love
Hi Everyone,
I received a surprise today.
About a couple of weeks ago I received an email forward regarding the healthcare bill HR3200. I researched all the claims on the forward and found them to be true or a few that appeared to be true but I wasn’t positive because of the difficulty in understanding sections of the bill. I let my contacts know what I found and I received a very angry letter from one of my contacts. This took me by surprise because I was working with the facts presented before me as stated in the bill. So I asked God to help me understand this. I am a very understanding person, but it was hard for me to understand how someone could blow off facts and then turn it into a personal attack without even verifying that what I said was true. Ok, so what’s it all about?
As I opened to God’s Love and guidance, I dropped into my heart and opened it up by feeling the love I do for people I know. What I received was not what I was expecting. I received that I needn’t worry about understanding right now. My job was to love her regardless of her rejection. So I worked it and briefly held love for her. It was hard. However, opening up my heart that way did lead me to holding a continual sense of appreciation for her though. I guess that’s a good start.
I checked back in again. This time my heart went to compassion and sympathy to her. I opened to feeling love for her and it resumed and for just a little longer. The compassion and sympathy remained, although there was also an awareness of frustration thrown in too.
I have thought before that maybe this is why the world has so much pain. People don’t take the time to remember the love within us before we say or act. Jesus said to love each other and God as primary to all else. Isn’t that simplicity and truth in its finest form? It may not be easy, especially when we don’t practice it regularly, but doesn’t love itself make it the most worthwhile endeavor?
One more time.
This time I got deeper and my feelings and awareness were all over the place. There was a stronger awareness that my job was to just love her and not worry about it. She has to have her experiences and my job is to let go and love. I sensed my anger at being attacked when I did nothing wrong. I continued to feel compassion and sympathy towards her, like one might feel for a lost child. I felt love for her, but it was still brief. Appreciation for her continued. Frustration continued but decreased. And forgiveness came up. I worked to forgive her and made good progress. I know that there is still more that I need to let go though, otherwise I would be thinking, “there’s nothing to forgive”. I’ll get there, because I have chosen to do so. I feel for her and wish to harbor nothing that impedes me from the truth of God’s vision of me. I choose love.
I guess that’s what it’s all about.
Blessings,
Irene
Tags: job is to love, surprise, understanding
Hi Everyone,
I got back last week from Matrix Energetics level 1 and 2. It was an incredible and fun weekend. I’m still trying to grasp and learn all there there is. Just as important as the learning something “new” is also the unlearning outdated beliefs and paradigms. Anyone can do it and I so recommend it. Check out matrixenergetics.com or Dr. Richard Bartlett for more info. It is basically having the awareness of quantum physics in the healing process and in our everyday lives.
I know that while it can be done with someone present or not, i.e. over the phone, I wonder if it can be done over the computer. So I will say a prayer and spend a few minutes letting come into my awareness what comes, and then I will let it go. And if you like, you can let me know if you notice anything.
I will write out the experience both so you may follow along with this particular experience, and to help integrate the process into my right and left brain.
Here we go…
Prayer
The question, “What is my intent?” comes through.
Answer: “To help people feel grounded and relaxed upon reading this.”
“Proceed.”
There was a sense of a swirling motion between myself and the computer. It was a good feeling swirling. It felt watery and happy. Then there was a sense of great busyness right in front of the monitor and a sense of poison in my mouth. I spit it out and I then felt a lightness and a sense of field of light eminating from my center. I then let it go into the infinite possibilities of God’s Love and Hand.
I’m curious how this experiment works out for us. Feel free to let me know if you notice anything.
Because we are energy/spirit, change is instantaneous when working with the morphic fields. Sometimes we are not aware of anything at all, and that’s ok. It commonly just means that the forces are in motion to help with what we need, and that sometime in the near future things will begin to happen in our favor/as we need them to.
During the third day of class, we were working with what are called the frequencies. I went into a frequency that moved me to move into yoga positions. Being with the energy fields, I went into a standing back bend for the first time in my life and then followed further into an advanced backbend called the diamond. I have never been able to do that before. There was no pain or discomfort. It felt great. I was a little sore the next day is all. I saw others who do not do yoga also go into yoga positions. This was just one of the many types of experiences that can happen just by allowing ourselves to be one with the Spirit that holds us, guides us, and loves us. God’s Love is infinite, and this awareness has been a great way to help me become even closer with Him. Maybe it can for you to if you decide you want to try it. Plus, it’s a lot of fun. In fact, the more we allow ourselves to be silly and like children, the easier it is to do this. Maybe this is what Jesus meant when He said to be like the children.
Thanks.
Blessings,
Irene
Tags: infinite possibilities, matrix energetics, quantum awareness
